I miss you so much...

Junior I still miss you so much. You were my first horse and my first lover. We had so much fun together. You stubborn thing, thinking that you're were wild stallion.
I miss you every day and sometimes I wonder where you are and how you are doing or if you are still alive.
I'm too afraid to search for you, to afraid because their is a chance that you aren't here anymore...

And if I find you and if I see you, it will break my heart again to say goodbye once again. 

I've been so stupid... I've broke my own heart by selling you, while I promised that we would never part...

i still love you and miss you my sweet, brave shetlandpony.